If I were a rich girl...

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Tattoo

General feelings now are i'm quite happy with myself really.. i got me a new tattoo!! as you can see. Its at the bottom of my neck/top of back, sorry the photo is quite blurry!

So it's healing quite nicely, keep sleeping on it though by accident and it hurts! hehe

Heres the story behind it: My best friend Terri has a little Daughter who i treat like a little sister, i love those guys like my family! anywho so Terri's dad is a tattooist and hes teaching her to tattoo, and together they teach Terri's daughter how to draw up the tattoos. They taught her how to draw cherries, and when i saw the ones she drew i knew i had to have my 'lil sisters' cherries on me! so the ones i have tatted on me is her exact drawing, dont by Terri!! so i got it free too as i was like another practise for her!

anyway...

Jeremy Kyle rocks... a lot! i watch him when im sat at home doing nothing which is a lot of the time... goddammit i really shoud do some work.

Getting sick of all these creeps on the net, they tink co i do some sexy modelling it gives them every right to talk to me like im some kind of cheap whore, even though they know i'm happy with Bob, it makes me laugh.. none of them could EVER match up to him, they couldn't even get close.

Meh, thats it for now, having a tutorial at uni tomorrow i'll let you know how it goes!

xxxx

No to zero

I think everyone knows how i feel about super skinny celebs and what they do to girls minds.

I love my body... and im not thin, im curvy, and i'm beautiful, and i'm proud of myself.. i really want to stress to other girls how unimportant this stick thinnyness is.

I'm a model... and a burlesque performer, but when i sit down in the bath my belly creases, my thighs do wobble when i walk and i can do the best bum wiggle ever! but this just makes me normal.
My hair dye runs, i get spots, i have pubes for gods sake and i bite my nails. I have dark roots at the moment, i've got stubby little fingers and hairy legs... do you see what i'm trying to say.. this is all human. This stuff is what makes us people.

Don't worry about this, stop staring at yourself in the mirror and picking at yourself.. if you're bothered about it then do something.

Dye your hair, moistourise, wax, shave, bleach, buff, cover, cleanse and powder.. but only do these things for yourself.. to make you feel good. And the last thing you need to do is worry about your body shape.
Body shape- YOU CANT CHANGE IT OVERNIGHT so stop obsessing, you were born with that body.. how it is now is a story of how its travelled through life with you.. if you dont like how it looks then why not change bits of your life your unhappy with.. eat healthier if you WANT.. you dont have to, excersise if you WANT.. you dont have to.

The point is, if you are being yourself stop worrying... as soon as you stop obsessing about your body then people will notice your happier, part of being worried about your body image is telling other people your concerns.. this just means you project those thoughts onto others.. when they would probably have never noticed anything.

PLEASE JUST STOP ALL THIS OBSESSING ABOUT IMAGE!

welcome.. i guess!

So it looks like i found a new addiction ey? Blogging... hmmm

I think i like it already.. its much like talking to myself, which i do a lot more than people might think.

I dunno really what i was thinking i would put on here but i guess i'll just ramble.. i have a 'make-your-own-opoly' set here.. an ex gave it me ages ago... i want to make it but all i can think of is 'Sex-opoly' which is shit... any suggestions?

I kinda have this fear that in the vastness of the internet all these thoughts i will share with this computer screen will never be seen by human eyes.. but thats me all over.

Todays entry seems depressing so i'll shut up and go eat some nutella.

mwah xxxx